What is Self?
- Sep 15, 2018
- 5 min read
Updated: Jun 14
Duality of Life
Self: Soul Energy Life Force. We are huge balls of shift shaping energy housed in a body. We are dynamic which means our energy is forever changing states. Internally we shift and shape at the speed of light, almost anyways, because we are light. The energy shifting is constant from moment-to-moment even while we sleep. Externally, we also shift and shape frequently but within boundaries and limitations delineated by our perceived solid state of being in a shadow virtuality. To understand self is to understand that our internal nature is the magnetism to our external existence. Ideally, we want the two to work together to create a reality that we are happy and content with, however, that is not always the case. For those of us living in a reality that we are not fond of, I will explain why that is and how it may be changed.
Our dual nature is like a kaleidoscope, inner consciousness creates a mirror effect and produces a symmetrical outer likeness, our solid state of being, also known as physical reality. Consciousness is vast and unlimited, such would be the case in our physical reality if we did not have to consider the conscious. Conscious is diminutive and limited. Any sense of being in consciousness is an all encompassed frequency of flow reverberating at its highest level. Within the realm of physical reality, we have a conscious awareness of being present in a specific time and space that reduces our sense of being to the boundaries and limitations of physical form. And sadly for the human experience that one of the limitations we experience is our lack of innate connection to consciousness. To be in a conscious state of being there is a necessity of heart and mind, without it, the essence of being morphs fully back into consciousness. At some point in time we were taught that it had to be one or the other, because each exists in different planes of existence, today we understand that both can exist at the same time. Herein lies the concept of multidimensional existence. Simply put, existence is the fact that something is, rather than is not.
The two ideologies of consciousness and conscious are often intertwined, however, an easy way to remember the difference is that only one can exist without the other, and that is consciousness. Conscious exists only in the plane of 3D existence, consciousness is an intelligence that exists in all planes of existence at the same time. Self exists only in the 3rd plane of existence and embodies the physical form we take on in the experience. The conscious self is a worldly adventure. We have a heart to communicate with the oneness of consciousness. We have a mind to extrapolate the experience. The mind and the heart together produces thoughts and subsequently feelings which dominate the whole experience, even to the point of overshadowing the intelligence of consciousness that also exists in the plane, albeit, at a very low vibration.
The scope of this post does not refer to the illusion of reality in itself, only to the illusion of self. Illusion of self is when we try to mislead our mind to stray from the high-level truth in our heart, that we are a universal energy living in a simulation of separation. The heart is what connects us to the pulse of consciousness and because we are in this doddery 3D experience the heartbeat fluctuates. The fluctuations will vary for everyone and is based on how closely we are living to the truth as we know it to be. We all arrive in this experience with the truth in our hearts but as we grow in it, the noise of this dimension is so loud that we become disconnected from it. Disconnection from the truth causes a lot of confusion. The vast majority of us are stuck in a lack of knowing of our truth and caught up in this illusion of self. In the natural order of things, our physical existence should match identically, our consciousness state of being. Without conscious awareness this would be the case, but feelings and thoughts have dominion over consciousness in the 3D realm because, simply put, we are shrouded in noise. Instead of a physical reality that matches up to our consciousness, we are living a reality that is identical to our conscious awareness state of being controlled and dictated by thoughts, feelings, and emotions.
At this point, it may all sound complicated and hopeless, however, there is a way back to the truth. A way to fully immerse ourselves back into the true nature of self in this 3D existence. In order to get the reality we want, our sacred trinity, the heart, the mind, and the soul, has to be in alignment. If it is not in alignment, we'll find ourselves continually immersed in a world that seems elusive and just out of reach of stability and happiness. Living in an elusive reality can be extremely stressful, especially when you don’t understand the reason why, how you got there, or even how to get out. When there is no symmetry between the inner and outer worlds, your conscious awareness has to work harder to make it all seem balanced. If this is a consistent pattern of behavior, then quite naturally, your energy is over exerted to sustain the illusion. The first step in correcting this lack of symmetry is to STOP LYING TO YOURSELF about what you know to be truth. What you don't know to be truth is secondary to what you do know. When the inside matches exactly what is projected on the outside this produces a physical reality that is organic and easy. So to clarify, conscious awareness produces one state of being, disharmony, and consciousness produces the other, balance. Conscious and consciousness while similar, hold different aspects of the self and of reality. One is where you exist and other is where you create. You can exist fully in both and have some semblance of happiness. However, this experience was not meant to just exist, it was designed to project what consciousness can do.
Creation or Survival Mode? Are you aware that you get to choose? Which are you currently in? To understand this a little better refer to my 51/49 Spectrum. The reason you are living in a reality that you are not fond of results from the denial of your nature. The way to fix it is to first reconnect with your inner know. Next, accept that whatever version of the physical world you exist in is a projection of your conscious awareness. And that you and solely you are responsible for it and the only one who can change it. The next step is to understand what it is that you are denying as your truth and then accept it. Lastly, there has to be an innate desire to change what you knew to be truth to what you want to be true. That's it, there is nothing else to be done but to acknowledge it, accept it, exhibit an organic desire to change it, and then let it go. The rest is an autonomic process that involves consciousness. The beauty of innate knowing is that it is magnetic in structure, when we reconnect with our innate truth for wanting to have this human experience, that version of physical reality will beautifully start to unfold.
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